and then the light switched back on

It’s no secret that I’ve been feeling lost. In fact I blogged about it here, here and here. It’s not been a really fun time for me. But after I wrote that last of those 3 posts, I started to feel better. That light switched back on in my head and I knew what to do next.

It’s time for some changes, I have big bold goals again and it’s time for me to stop hoping for them and for me to actually get a plan to make them happen. There’s this thing with big goals though, they take money – sometimes lots of it. That’s why I’ve made the decision to do whatever it takes (just like my friend Mariella did) – even if it means making my tiny business a part time thing while I finance my dreams.

I won’t be doing anything creepy, in case you were wondering, just taking on a job working for someone else. Whether it be part time or full time.

Life is too short to wait for things to come to you, sometimes you have to rearrange your priorities so that you can make things happen quicker. It might mean that my blogging suffers, but it’s a risk that I’m willing to take.

I’m keeping my big goal close to my chest for now. When it’s closer to happening, I’ll let you know. I’m even thinking up ways where you can be a part of it too! (it’s fun i promise)

So for now I’m just happy that there is a goal ahead of me and that lost feeling has gone. Having a purpose is everything and it feels great. Even if it does scare me at times.

P.S. I ran my race over the weekend and while it was overwhelming, I’m glad I did it. See here for a picture of me after the race.